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I feel like writing...mostly to procrastinate but also because I don't want to leave this journal neglected. It's been a wonderful virtual scrapbook of my life for almost seven years now.

So last night was Halloween and I didn't go out. I holed myself up in my room and worked on my grad school application. The problem I've been having is that the more I've explored my objectives with the museum studies concentration in mind, the less the two seem to fit. This disconnection has caused me to doubt my decision to pursue the Arts Management degree and to stall on making any progress. So I got back on the department's website and stumbled over the Community Arts concentration, and finally it clicked, an epiphany. Community Arts is exactly what I am trying to do. It takes Art out of the museum and uses it in interactive ways to directly impact communities. It includes Public Art and more. I overlooked it before in exactly the same way I had overlooked Arts Administration as a viable field because I thought it was just boring youth programs...but no...it IS more. It's site specific, interactive, ephemeral, and has the power to directly impact people's lives. It's art as healing, art as community building... and it's a field that's only been around for 40 years so there's room to take it further.

I've spent a few hours today trying to do more research and I stumbled upon one of the prominent writers in the field's blog, William Cleveland. In the second article he writes about a woman he knew named Eloise Smith. He writes, Eloise was a battler and inveterate seeker of truth and justice. One of her great quests was to insinuate the arts into community life as a force for healing and self expression. This is the same Eloise Smith that founded the gallery I worked for all through college. She was married to the first Provost of Cowell College. The first college at UCSC. The gallery was originally a ping pong room but Eloise felt the students needed culture so she turned it into a gallery. She was also very involved in the community arts and worked with Cleveland to develop art programs in prisons. A program which helped prisoner's to heal, lowering prisoners incident rates inside prisons, and causing them to commit fewer crimes when they got out.

I think this discovery about Eloise is a sign from the universe that I am on the right track. She died long before I made it to The Eloise Pickard Smith Gallery, but my experience working there definitely influenced my decision to take this path. The way I found that job was somewhat fateful. I didn't even apply. Linda, the director called me because she saw my resumé in the system after I had applied at the Sesnon Gallery. The four years I worked there I never saw her do that again.

A couple of weeks ago my boss Bonnie told me that she suspected I was a healer. I think she may be right.

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New post of TBA Highlights on Blogspot: http://www.amarisarts.blogspot.com/

All things art-related... which are most things these days get posted there.

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New art related blog post on blogspot. follow me there.
http://amarisarts.blogspot.com/

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Not a personal ad response but a winner none the less. Re: our ad for a housemate.

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more about me if you are ready to rent this particular place to me.

Kind Regards

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Nigerian spammer?

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Anyone want to check this out with me Tuesday night?
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It's on June's First Thursday in the pearl:

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Tonight is Last Thursday on Alberta 4-9:30ish. Artists set up shop on the sidewalk. Street performers put on their Last Thursday's best, galleries and shops stay open late. People dancin' in the streets. See you there!
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I've been so busy the past couple of weeks. I made the decision to do the Alberta Art Hop which set off a chain inside me to approach my art-making as professionally as possible. I registerd "Amaris Arts" as a DBA name and filed for a Portland Business License. I officially own my own business, and am excited to take on all of the benefits and responsibilities associated with that. Having the piece of paper motivates me to a new level of standards.

I worked really hard on my display and it paid off. I sold an Autumn Branch Quad to some boys from San Francisco, several of my small pieces (I gave a cute little girl a really good deal on a lavender magnet because she only had $5... I'm a sucker) and a larger Cherry Blossom Box to a boy who wanted to buy it for his girlfriend because she really had liked it. Then there was this couple who were eyeing my large 2' x 2' piece, that I've never expected to sell, and was quite content to have hanging over my bed forever. The wife wanted to think about it, so they left to grab a beer and never came back. I was sure she had talked her husband out of it...as I am so used to happening in my many years as a gallery professional. She e-mailed me yesterday and is buying the piece!!!!!!!!!! Woo hoo. In addition, every last single business card I handed out got snatched up, and I met a contact for a possible show in the Fall at a local salon. I am so glad I did the Art Hop!

Now i am being really good and entering all of my sales and expenses into Quickbooks. I have to admit it is pretty awesome being able to pull up a sales report with a few clicks of a mouse. I just need to motivate myslef to keep up this momentum and do more shows. I have a great set up now. There is no excuse not to.

I made a lot of new work for the show and will probably be updating a piece or so a day to my Etsy store so check it out. Yesterday I uploaded pieces from my 13th Ave. Printemps series, and today I uploaded a quaint little flowery trinket box.



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I will be displaying my art for sale at 20th and Alberta from 11-6 at the 9th annual Alberta Art Hop. "over 180 artists, craftspeople, music, dance and theater performances, interactive art events along with food and other vendors. " Come say hi!
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... that I started a blog on blogspot?

It is for the more professional side of me and has a theme: Portland art and craft scene.

LJ remains the place for random ranting.

Read my post about Last Thursday on Alberta and check out the new boxes I've uploaded!

http://www.amarisarts.blogspot.com/

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The perfect Mother's Day solution:

New on Etsy

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My sister-in-law is walking in March for Babies TOMORROW and needs sponsors. Any donation amount will help -even as little as $1! The money is used to fund research and programs to prevent pre-term labor. DO IT FOR THE BABIES! March for Babies

"The March of Dimes mission is to improve the health of babies by preventing birth defects, prematurity, and infant mortality. The March of Dimes is a not-for-profit organization recognized as tax-exempt under Internal Revenue Code section 501(c)(3)."

IT'S EVEN TAX DEDUCTIBLE!!!!

The adorable baby above is my nephew Keiran. (I know, I know, he is the cutest baby in the world) He was born premature and had to spend weeks in the hospital all alone with tubes coming out of his belly button. We can help spare future babies this turmoil!
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I updated my Etsy and I started my "professional" art and craft blog on Blogspot: http://www.amarisarts.blogspot.com/


www.amarisarts.etsy.com

...and I love my new job! The coolest boss ever and I am learning fascinating things about native American culture!

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One of the reasons I love my man as much as I do is because he loves food as much as I do. We can sit back, eat my homemade creme brulee with a cup of stumptown coffee...look into each other's eyes... and it is the equivalent of a night of hot sex. Yeah... He gets it. He also knows how to describe flavors way better than I do, especially in regards to wine.

So he's finally writing a food and wine blog. You all should read it especially if you live in SoCal as he will surely write about some of this area's hidden gems.

http://tastebuddyssweetspots.blogspot.com/

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Those of you who know me half well, know that one of my most favorite pleasures in the world is a rich bowl of tom kha soup. Well, since I have a lot of time on my hands this week, I made it my mission to perfect my skills at recreating this Thai masterpiece of culinary and hedonistic delight. (to my own detriment)

The first and most important lesson I have learned, is that it is all in the coconut milk. I used to use Tom Kha as a way to test Thai restaurants... a method that has only failed me once (Thai Patio in LA... shitty Tom Kha --amazing everything else) Good quality coconut milk can make or ruin this dish and if it is not good quality it is blaringly apparent. If a restaurant gets that wrong it would likely be reflected in other dishes, esp. curries.

Anyhow, I found what looked like a good recipe online and followed it to a tee. I had this cocnut milk that was on sale at 99 Ranch and it sucked. It was watery--tasted gross and any coconut cream in it seperated and beaded while cooking making the soup more like Tom Yum. It was still edible but I definitely recognized that gross coconut flavor. I've tasted it in mnay canned attempts of tom kha and one of my worst tom kha experiences... Charlie Hong Kongs "Thai Coconut Soup" in Santa Cruz <---puke! I needed to add a lot of TLC to make that soup taste good.

Now for the second pot I purchased two types of coconut milk: Mae Lo Coconut Milk(canned) and Aroy-D Coconut Cream (in a carton). To my surprise Mae Lo was thicker than the cream but the Aroy-D tasted fresher...the Mae Lo tasted canned in comparison but they were both very good. I may have over compensated for the lack of creaminess the previous night adding so much coconut milk I almost drowned out my spices...and created a soup so rich that three bowls of it last night made me nauseous. It was tasty though. So if I were going to make it again, the following recipe is how I would make it --less creamy than last night, but still creamy. You can adjust the creaminess by playing with your balance of coconut milk to stalk. All the ingredients can be found at 99 Ranch.

Vegan Tom Kha Hed
1/3 cup vegetable stock (or bouillon)
4 lime leaves hand torn into strips (in the produce section of Asian markets)
6 slices galangal (thai white ginger-- tastes distictively different than normal ginger)
1 stalk of lemon grass (bottom white part only... chopped about an inch long and in half and hammered to release oils)
1 or two Thai chilies (depending on spice tolerance) chopped large enough to recognize and avoid
juice from 1 1/2 to 2 limes to taste
Salt to taste
Lots of cilantro to garnish

Veggies and Tofu:
The soup is traditionally made with mushrooms, I like white mushrooms in this but you could try shitake or button mushrooms too.
Green Onions add a lot of flavor. Thinly sliced purple onion works too.
In addition to this you can add whatever you like. I prefer: carrots, a plum tomatoe, and broccoli (though if used add near the end so that it doesn't overcook).
I like cubes of extra firm tofu but you could try fried or flavored.

Take 1/3 cup of water and bring to a boil with 1/3 of a vegetable bouillon cube (or use stalk).
-Add your galangal, chilies, lime leaves (tearing them by hand) and lemongrass. Let boil until flavors are released (about 5-7 minutes). Add coconut milk. Let simmer a few minutes but don't let the soup get so hot that the coconut milk begins to seperate.
-Add your tofu and veggies starting with your roots and onions, then your mushrooms, and lastly yout tomatoes broccoli etc. A little goes a long way....
-You want to add the lime at the end so that it tastes strong and fresh...not boiled down.
-Now you can play with the salt and adjust to your prefernces.
-Finish by garnishing with cilantro.

It's deceptively simple and will turn out great as long as you have good coconut milk!

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So I will be flying in to Orange County tomorrow and staying until the 22nd. That is a really long time, and in hindsight is probably not the best economical or emotional decision, but it is a decision I've made. It will likely be the last time I am down for a significant chunk of time for awhile. I have a feeling it will be the last time I spend time with my mother in the Niblick house before she moves to Texas.

I've come to the realization that I have been postponing my life here in Portland. First, it was to be at home for Christmas. Then it was to have free time to show around a series of visitors I had lined up, now to be with the man I love on his birthday. No more excuses. This trip home is my last straw. I need to get a job, and I need to get busy.

I've expanded my research into grad school this past week and have found some interesting programs in Arts Administration and Arts Management. These types of degrees I often overlooked because they sound, well, boring? However, under more detailed examination they are very exciting and practical. I'd study to acquire all the skills needed to run a non-profit arts organization including but not limited to museums.

I am most interested in time based, site specific, public, and new media art which are in need of more unconventional venues to make them accessible to the public. With this goal in mind these programs may be more suitable for me than a traditional Museum Studies degree would be. At The School of the Art Instute of Chicago, they offer a dual degree in Arts Administration paired with a Master's in Modern Art History Theory and Criticism, that can be completed in 3 years. If I did this program I'd graduate about $120,000 in debt...but I'd have what I need to conquer the art world in an organizational sense. I guess it is better to be in debt in order to have accomplished something great, than it is to not be in debt but still be poor and to have accomplished little.

I am not done researching...but i do feel I am closer to having all the information I need to actually make a decision in time to apply for Fall 2010.

I've also realized that I've blamed my lack of productivity and creativity of the past two years on my jobs, and not having the time or resources to create. Well, now I'm in Portland. I have all of the resources and time available to me and I am still not motivated. I've been producing more but not nearly enough. When I ry to produce with the intention to sell and make money I end up making art that does not meet my own incredibly high conceptual standards. Therefore, I think I've hesitantly reached the conclusion that being an artist is not how I want to pay for my dinner.

So what am I going to do for two weeks while I am stranded in Coto de Caza without a car? I am going to read art theory books and research grad schools all day! I am also going to send out resumés like mad.

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I'm feeling the financial pinch and have put those two encaustics up for sale (although one of them is currently reserved). If you liked them here is your chance to buy one!

My Etsy Store

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